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How To Feel Nothing At All

by The Soft Rush

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I don't belong here Guess I'll just stand near This table Blue streak in white dress Make my hair a mess Here It comes again That crippling sadness That never seems to end Why do I feel like this? Suddenly I just don't feel like fighting it anymore Doughnut eyes To my surprise Walking into my life What would it take to get it out of your head? Pink lipstick and cozy beds Who's cruising now?
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Too smart To be happy Too dumb to know How to deal with it Call me when you can My name is Blake and I'm nineteen years old And I don't go to school and I don't have a job And I'm too scared to kill myself Too late To be happy Too sad to care I hope that you're happy You were never there You were right, you were right all the time You were right when you said There's something wrong with me
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Uncle Kay 03:41
As fluid filled his lungs And he could no longer swallow his morphine He held my hand and said to me "All these girls are trouble" He told me he loved me And I told him the same thing As fast as the cancer came He was dead The man who watched me grow up Died in that bed I love you uncle Kay I think about you almost every day
4.
I hope you get wherever you're going And you never have to look back at me The streetlights never come on at night I think there's something wrong with them You told me things you shouldn't have said You think there's something wrong with me I didn't know what to feel So I felt nothing I felt nothing This house is not a home I've never felt more alone I used to feel something Now it's gone
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Lift My Skin 05:23
When we died you went to heaven And I just stayed in my body You got to be happy I rotted in the ground I saw you smile And it made me angry You came as a gun No you came as a magazine Full of bullets to leave holes in me I tried to run But your gravity made the floor stick to my feet I wanted to be your friend I lift my skin for you
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Dinosaurus 03:47
Monolithic, Pessimistic Always with me, Never happy When you drag your tail it hurts the ones I love When you stomp your feet it destroys me Leave me alone, please go away It gets better, that's what they say Empty man, empty soul I needed you to fill the hole Leave me alone with my dinosaurus
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I'll be here when you get back I'll wait by myself Because somethings you have to Figure out on your own From the moment you're born You're already dead Said a voice Louder than the rest I kept my head down And kept walking home Only in my last days As I was rotting in bed I finally realized what he meant Dear god It's eating me
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Butch 02:09

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released October 2, 2014

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